Out of it

I sometimes find myself stuck in these patterns of blaming myself for not doing enough. Or not being enough. Well, it's a struggle. So it's good sometimes to remember to enjoy and appreciate every little thing that you did each day. Just contemplate everything  you have gone through that day and be content with even the smallest accomplishments. High five yourself for being able to get through and end the day with a big smile. Tomorrow will be even better!

Each day a step towards becoming the person you want to become. 

What I would like to be like?

Accept yourself for who you are, and just be you.

How would I describe the person I want to be?- that was my homework this past week. 
I really want to be a one of those very self-confident persons, you know, not the arrogant type, but the very calm, that have this tranquility impregnated all over their behavior and leave you with the impression that they have all possible knowledge on life and serenity is their most normal state of mind.
I would love to be an anxiety-free person. I've been having a really bad time these past few days, and I can't seem to be able to get a grip. I feel tired and a bit overwhelmed, I  just want to escape my own thoughts and occupy my mind with other thoughts. I was taking some pills for sleeping and now I'm in the process of stopping, so I guess that could be a reason, although I am not definitely sure.
I want to be able to relax and stop worrying about everything. I want to be a strong person, in control of her emotions and thoughts.
I want to use my imagination for the right things, not for negative scenarios that are most probably never going to happen. I want to be happy. I want to be an emotional stable person, that knows how to handle things and knows how to enjoy life and live a full happy life. I want to be courageous and go out there and reach out for my dreams, in order to make them come true. 
In the end, I guess I just really, desperately want to be happy. Don't we all?